Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Itchy

Recently, I've been feeling...itchy.
Kinda unacomplished, kinda not-quite-unhappy, more than a little uncomfortable.

Things in my life are becoming a little frayed at the edges. Bills aren't getting paid, calls aren't getting returned and I feel like I've been running a little too fast.

Yuck.

It feels like I'm spinning plates, and when everything's in synch - cool. But add another plate, change speeds, change variables, and shit gets crazy quickly.

This sounds sadder and more pathetic than I actually feel. I'm just wondering if I'm ever going to get to the point when I'm not spinning plates and chasing my tail.

Is it the way I'm living my life that has to change? Or the way I'm reacting to change that has to, uh, change.

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