Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Note to self...

You look better that way.

That is all...

Thursday, May 05, 2005

big dumb love

so here's the thing: I'm in love. probably.
big stupid crazy sloppy smarmy dumb hurty happy love. did i mention stupid?

and here's the other thing: It sucks to be [probably] in love and it messes up your hair and makes you slam doors sometimes and sometimes it makes you stay up all night doin it.

the other thing it sometimes makes you do [if you're me] is look for things to hate in the person. hate them for making you sloppy and emotional and girly. hate them for making you weak and, if you're lucky, hate them for making you grow.

it's very easy to hate someone if they've broken your heart. that gives you enough amunition for days and days and weeks and weeks and makes you push and push and push them away.

and you probably should. maybe.